::A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages::: An empty heart

::A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages::

Thursday, July 19, 2007

An empty heart

On Tuesday before my work i went to Harbourfront centre, specifically the handicapped toilet to wash my face like i always do. Perhaps i shouldnt have since you know the toilet's like meant for the handicapped people. But come on, the toilet like so big, has its own sink, dustbin, mirror, toilet bowl and all that extra stuff the handicap probably wont use. Okay, so i washed my face and everything, left and went to PageOne at Vivo to read a bit before going to work. It was there i realised that i'd took off the ring and left it in the toilet.
So i kinda ran/walked back to Harbourfront, but it was gone.
The ring that celebrates the love we share, the ring that meant so, so much to me.
The ring that ive been putting on everyday for the last 7 months! Words will never be enough to really describe how i felt at that point of that. Devastated? Sigh.
The ring truely signifies our love. There was once i accidentally dropped it out of the window and it fell 21 stories down, landed on carpark gravel. I went down and spend an 1/2 hour looking for it and by the time i found it has 2 niches by the sides but i didnt mind, i thought of how it symbolises the imperfections of our relationship.
Sigh, im still quite upset about it. Ive always blamed my baby for losing the ring so many times but at least every time it was it the house so it wasnt really lost. But my ring, i wonder if i would ever get it back?
I could curse and swear(i did) at whoever's taken it but what good would it do? I got this feeling that it will never come back. And if it does, it would mean the world to me. I wonder what good does it do for him to take it? Its just steel, engraved with my baby's name. And yet, it means so much to me.
I just wish somehow, somewhere, someone has the heart to return it back.

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Posted @4:15 AM

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