::A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages::
   
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Updates
Finally one new post. Its been more than 2 weeks and nothing much been going on. Same routine day in day out. Ahs. .

Lets start off with work. Yes, started around 2 months ago more or less, and now im going to quit. Reason being most of the staff are quitting, so its pretty pointless for me to stay on. Not unless i want more working hours, of course with all the staff gone they will surely put me to work more. Money-wise, quite worth it. But then again, i wanna look for a different job if possible. I dont wanna stick to F&B, yucks, yucks, yucks. So damn sick of it. Retail, if theres any chance at all.
Seriously though, like most of the staff working there are quiting by the end of this month, and we are speculating how the restaurants gonna crash and burn etc. Not just dining staff, kitchen staff and bar staff too. Wow wow.. am i not surprised. Given their underhanded methods of reducing our pay on a daily basis. And we gotta forfeit 80 bucks on quitting before 4 months time. Oh well. . its now or eventually i guess.

Work aside, right now im kinda waiting for my second paycheck. Plans, plans, plans. Of going Malaysia/Thailand. Exciting, but is 1 months worth of pay enough? I do hope i get more money this time round, cause i feel that ive been working more this month. Perhaps if we go on a tight budget and plan thoroughly before the trip it might just work out to be enough. And im so excited about the trip. :)

Oh! New phone! Got a new phone last week cause my 2 years plan was due. Yeah, so changed to a Nokia N73, the music edition. Nice, nice, i quite like it. Extremely user-friendly, and i love the music function. I find the keypad to be a bit too small at first, but ive gotten used to it. 3.2 megapixel, woohoo. The clarity, and presentation makes it look like a digital cam. My sis got the same model, but pink on the outside. Duh, as usual( our first phones were of the same Nokia model).
My dad paid for all our phones and lines, like he usually does. Sometimes i wonder why he does that. How he manages to support our spendthrift ways. Now that im working he doesnt even try and cut down our allowance and stuff. I mean he could, couldnt he? And make me pay for my phone line. I guess my mom will be the one showing love and affection, through actions that we acknowledge. But my dad is the silent giver, providing for us much to our obliviousness.
And somehow i feel like ive disappointed him with what im doing right now, my studies in particular. Sigh.

My studies. I've learned that ive failed a module for the second time. And i dont know whats gonna happen to me right now. And into my third year, i just feel that ive come too far to throw it all away. But its too late to lament on it now. I wish i wouldnt care so much and just heck care with it. As lazy as i am, i do wanna do well in my studies, or at least get a diploma. And whats gonna happen to me now?
All these thoughts are making me feel so depressed right now. Sigh.

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