::A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages::: Random scribbles

::A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages::

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Random scribbles

"You're either in, or you're out." Cant believe Zulema Griffin has been taken out of Project Runway. I know shes one of the best designers out there. But i dont know why i support her so much. Maybe she looks a bit like Venus Williams IMO. A bit. Or maybe im behind her cause shes african-american( Kara Saun too). They're both great designers.

In that last episode of Project Runway they were given digital cameras and the task was to find inspiration in the streets. Damn the pictures they took were so nice. I want a digital cam for myself man. So i can pretend to be artistic and snap whenever i feel like it lol. Im so lagging behind, all my friends have digital cams.

Monday i bumped into my personal mentor after her class( talk about coincidence) and she stopped me in my track. She put her stuff down and started talking for 10- 15 mins non-stop. About my recent poor attendance and absence from most of the lectures. I just listened and my mind just went blank. I have no idea what to say to her. As a personal mentor shes great cause at least she gets the message across. And she told me something really personal about a guy who's in my class( since year 1 too). About how much effort he has to put in, having to work after school and losing both parents at the same time. Without going into further details, lets just say that im a lot more fortunate than him, with all the opportunities in the world presented in front of me and im just wasting my time. And you think after that talk i'd suddenly be enlightened and inspired and work my ass off in school. Nothing like that. I feel so hopeless. I need to feel motivated.

To think i know most of my old classmates. And to hear about his background is quite depressing. Its not like i can start talking to him anytime. We're really quiet around each other. I feel quite sad for him.

I catch the Emo bug from time to time from Iffah.

Speaking of which, Iffah just got her hair rebonded. Wow. Must be nice, cant wait to see the difference. I never knew her hair was that long( since she always tie it in a bun). Hope she doesnt turn out too ah lian. Haha. Or she will lose all traces of her Goth nature. I wish i can have her hair man, mine's like so straight and boring.

Somebody please teach me how to play the guitar. My guitar is collecting cobwebs in my room. Im so retarded with it comes to reading tabs.

Shiying is being stalked by a lesbo. WOW. This is new, i always thought only guys stalk, not the other way around. And i heard shes fat and ugly. Erm..

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